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I forgot to mention that my lovely wife took me out for dinner tonight and then to the casino. It was the first time I was in the casino for about a year and a half and gambling has no appeal to me anymore at all. AT ALL. And, you can still smoke there, so we stunk so bad when we left. Anyway, maybe it's because I have no disposable money now that we have three kids, but I have no urge, and it sort of sucked just being there - never thought I'd say that. Or maybe because I have a friend who has a really bad addiction and was/is at least 30 grand in debt from gambling and whose entire paycheck goes to moneymart. She hasn't gambled for a couple months and has come clean to her family, so I think she might be on the mend, but it was scary to watch her. I have another friend who I am pretty sure is in the midst of the addiction, but who doesn't talk about it really, but I know from the friend with the bad habit that she has seen the other friend in the casino quite a bit when she was there, so I dunno.... But whatever, I don't miss it.
Anyway, props to my wonderful Rachel for the nice dinner and night out - not that she ever reads this thing anymore, but well, if she ever does, thanks babe, love ya.
Well, I really am going to bed this time.
JT